Aww at the post mentioning 3style :') I like how I didn't even know what an amazing boy I would meet there.



:D

I will never believe in anything again.


I miss this!
I tried using wordpress - it's not going well - i'm going to try and upload art and stuff on it?
Oh well.

I don't update this ever ever ever!
I should.

I couldn't see Ell all weekend.

Today we went to Enfield and we went past this place called Christmas Wonderland
and there were two santas at the entrance
and as we drove past I rolled down the windows and screamed 'SANTA!'
and they started screaming and waving :') brilliance.

I worked all of yesterday and had to wear a santa hat all day - that's when you know it's nearly christmas. 11 days. Ooh!

I miss and adore everyone, still. D:

I want things to be okay.

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I haven't been writing here and tbh i really can't be fucked!
Started at John Warner 6th form, love it there at the minute, I adore the friends I've made and I also miss my turnford peeps sosososoooo much, but I'll see them often enough I reckon. Gotta go to norwich to make a speech on thursday, fuck knows how I'm gonna manage to wake up at 5.30 to catch a train.
Got so much work already and only been at school a week and a bit, I'm sure I'll survive. Got work monday and sunday.

Hmmmmmmmm bored already x

Ahaha I cannot be bothered rn D: But today was actually so good :') it was another day when we saw Ciara/Alfie/Jason/Katie and played about with Jason's camera. We visited the hostel and got told to go away cause we didn't have a room, so when the man wasn't looking we all ran through and played checkers on the table outside, then I told a german boy I loved him in german and he was like JA JA JA <3 And then we all stood by the gate thingy in Lea Valley and just kept saying words to make eachother laugh, there were some ridiculous words coming up and I laughed at nearly every single one, I am so easily amused ahaha
Me and Jason are starting a 'train' and it's gonna be amazing, join it ;D We're gonna take pictures for it on monday...;)
Saw Sam again on weds, had quite a good chat although I couldn't sleep cause I had to go my bro's assembly at 9 the next morning which was so cute aha, bunch of 10 yr olds acting and stuff :') then later I met Stuart and we went into school and shit I just remembered I've gotta call the coach company to see if they've still got my prom picture :/ well done me. Ah well. I had to start my art for john warner and mum is already saying I'm useless and stuff and yest. she said she doesn't know why I'm bothering to go 6th form. Gravyyyy. I am currently obsessed with Step up 2 and the soundtrack omg. It's so good. What is it with me and dance films? I miss dirty dancing 2 actually D:

This is actually such an all over the place blog ahaha but I've just noticed how uptight I've been lately. Or maybe I'm less relaxed and I'm noticing how people say things better, and it's just sarcastic little comments getting on my nerves and I used to think I loved sarcasm and I just decided it's just plain rude and I'm gonna try my best not to be cause it makes you feel like shit. And now I know why everyone hates me for it aha. It's just narky little comments that I'm pretty sure I have said/still do and I REALLY hate it aha. Like I don't mind playful sarcasm, i dunno how to explain it, ah well. :/ i know what i mean.
I was thinking the other day about how kissing used to get called 'blagging' :') 'DID YOU BLAG HIM?' ahah what a well used phrase when I was in like year 7/8 and I used to pick up all sorts of other words like this from Chaz.

Anyway it's 3style tomorrow, and for those that don't know it's like an all day free gig thing and this yr it's in st albans and me rach lucy are going together so I'm expecting it to be amaaaaaaaazing, :D should put me in a better mood. Then obv monday going back up they abbey wit my baby ciara.
I've been such a chav lately it's unbelievable D: Oh, and I missed Anna. :')


ttfn xo

I look like such a tard :D

 I still eat too many biscuits with my tea.

Getting annoyed at people posting pictures purely because you can see cleavage and they know boys will comment it.
Yesterday was bad. M+D just had a huge go at me for no obvious reason, so I just left. Saw Tom for 5 mins before he went to meet his mum, and he went on hols this morning :( Then I went to Stuart's house and watched Stardust and his PATD videos, which made me more jealous, bless him. Oh well.

Brogan slept over thursday, we had some Malibu and Coke/Lemonade, had a laugh, watched Gossip Girl (how GOOD was that episode) and played about with singstar. Met up with Franco friday, saw Hancock, went to his and played guitar hero and then he made me watch the bit in I am Legend where the dog dies :( and I just got abused all day ;) then went up the abbey, which was pretty boring, but you know. Dunno if I'll bother going up there on a friday for a couple of weeks :). Went shopping on Saturday in Harlow, got loadssssssss of new stuff, but now I have loads of holiday clothes ahah...brilliant. Then Tom came over. And we watched OMG DOCTOR WHO <3 I'm sooo glad David isn't leaving. And tbh, I wouldn't mind if there were two Doctors. Laurie Tom and I decided we'd have our own party seeing as we weren't invited to a certain someone's ¬.¬ Today Laurie's mum came over to talk about Turkey with my parents, I'm soooo excited :)

Doesn't it annoy you when people ask you to picture comment them? I mean, if I WANTED to picture comment you, I would have already or when you'd posted a 'pc4pc' bulletin, it's ridiculous. Picture comments are pretty much what people's lives revolve around to make them look popular, and it just fucks me off.


ALRIGHTTTTTT
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I forgot to add; I've got aim now.


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